6 times 'bowled over', 7th time out!!

my friends tell me i was stupid to do something like that.. my other friends say that i should keep on going on till i succed.. naturally, it is i who is supposed to take the call..
through this i will be able to put my frustration onto a better platform.. i might be able to come out of it.. i might get some help.. i will be able to reach out to people who have been subjected to such injustice..

proposing to a girl 7 times over, still holding your head up high and pretending nothing has happened is equivalent to Rakhi Sawant claiming she was offered "titanic" before Kate Winslet and she refused it because she had no dates for the movie.. Mind you, i got sympathies from everyone around me including the girl who i proposed to.. i cannot remember doing anything wrong during my journey towards eternal glory and happiness.. i did everything i could to impress her.. nothing worked.. i was, as a matter a fact, successful for the first 6 times.. successful to the extent that i was able to make her not say no.. hehe.. i have come up with two possible reasons as to why i failed..

1. Maybe she did not want it at all.. if this was the reason then she should have said no the 1st time itself.. i was then, in this case, a mere puppet.. naturally, i do not appreciate such behaviour.. i let it pass.. i remain silent till date..

2. Maybe i could not convince her properly.. i did try to convince her to the best of my abilities.. but i might have faltered somewhere.. however, i must admit that, when it comes to convincing a girl, boys generally falter.. we dont have the 'right' answer to the clever, difficult and baffling questions shot at us like bullets from the other end.. its like 5th graders listening to someone explaining Einstein's theory of relativity.. blank, clueless.. all i had to say was "i'll get back to you on that tomorrow".. then i ponder over the mind boggling queries.. they are tough.. i fail miserably.. i give in..

To be very frank with you, the 7 times proposition is a bit too exaggerated.. the fact is, i was never denied the first 6 times.. so i kept on trying.. probably inspired by Edison who failed a thousand times before he invented the light bulb.. just for the record, i am not planning to go up till 1000.. 7 is a record in itself..

In this entire post, you must have noticed that i am unsure about a lot of things i did and said.. thats cause i dont know what is right and whats wrong.. i dont think anyone would know that.. all one could say is, what best to say or do in order to win the race.. i have a lot of catching up to do..im still far behind..